love~

If you love something very very much....
Let it go free!!!...
If it doesnt come back...
It means it does not belong to you...
If it does, Please love it forever!....

如果你很愛很愛某樣東西 就讓他自由吧!
如果他不回來, 那表示他並不屬於你...
如果他回來了, 要永遠愛他!....

Hoping...

Hoping that
. she'll come bac to me once again...
. she'll change her mind...
. she'll be happy everyday...
. she'll be with me again...
. she still likes me...
. she is thinking of me...
. she knows how much i care abt her...
. she'll be mine one day...
. i'll gets her heart once again...


p.s. c~ i love u!

over...

finally our's relationship is clear now...
it's over~
sad??? happy???
i should be happy,
at least i know the answer now...
But actually i feel the pain~
i pretended in front of u that i'm ok...i'm fine~
cuz i dont wanna u to feel sry because u hurt me.
i'm sry i lie to u again~
i have to... i really dont wan u to be confuse again because of me...
it's over now.. nth i can do now~

should i giv up~ or continue go for it...
something i know is...
i still have the feeling that i like her!
last week when she said she wan to be with me after 0-level..
i was like so happy at that time!
i thought this time is really going to happen~
but after a few week... something happen to her again~
until now i still dont know...
i was guessing izit that she dont have the confidence at this thing because of her past...
was guessing izit because i didnt giv the confidence to her to be with me~
and slowly she changed..
a totally difference ppl...
i was getting worry and worry~
so i decided to tell her that i wanna her to be my real gf~
but something happen...
i txted her.. told her that i have something to tell her...
sure she can almost guess it wat i'm going to say...
and she replied me she's not ready for that thing..
from that minutes~
i had found out the anwser~
she hurt me again~
i was so sad the next few day.. keep thinking..
finally i think through it,
i hated her at that time... y she wan to fool me again..
hurt me again and again~

until tdy... both of us speak up wat is in our mind~
and it's over now... haiz
y it must be like this... izit i did something wrong... i always asked myself!
ahhhh.....
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